http://bleuemoon.com/2007/12/21/antidepressants/ i write about: despair, anxiety, frozen yogurt, red sox, philosophy, theology, family, religion, love, life in nyc as a bostonian! ;) Sun, 01 Jan 2012 01:25:33 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.com/ http://bleuemoon.com/2007/12/21/antidepressants/#comment-130 Sat, 07 Jun 2008 20:18:12 +0000 http://bleuemoon.wordpress.com/2007/12/21/antidepressants/#comment-130 I just hit take anything I can get my hands on love, for a wee moment of comfort. It’s all up and then it’s just downhill again.

]]> http://bleuemoon.com/2007/12/21/antidepressants/#comment-10 Mon, 31 Dec 2007 23:44:10 +0000 http://bleuemoon.wordpress.com/2007/12/21/antidepressants/#comment-10 luckily im on the lowest dose of effexor and they havent had to increase it….i was trying to elxplain to my boyfriend about how it literally overwhelms me. I can be in a good mood, and if i start thinking about sad things i get this weight on my sholders, so i just try to bring myself above it, move my thoughts to happier things. soemetimes it works, sometimes no.
My mom doesnt understand it either. How hard and useless life feels when your depressed, she says “depression is a crutch”….but hey, i dont WANT to be on these meds for the rest of my life but if its the thing thats going to keep me alive, here, and happy then i’ll do what ever it takes and theres a complete difference in my attidtude towards everyone when im on them compared to the days i forget to take the pill

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