understanding at last
20 Mar 2008 Leave a Comment
in depression, personal, theology Tags: wellbutrin
after a few weeks of no understanding whatsoever of what i had to read for class, last night i read 40 pages and understood what i was reading!!! praise God! i was so relieved that my brain hadn’t gone mad.
class was amazing on tuesday. i didn’t understand what i read of course. so i had tons and tons of questions. the professor was really patient and our discussion helped me to understand the theology infinitely more than i could have hoped for. 
i was starting to think that i couldn’t do theology anymore and that maybe i had lost all interest in it. i was happily proven wrong. i still understand theology, can follow discussion and am capable of making contributions!
my psychiatrist is prescribing me wellbutrin tomorrow. i was feeling so badly last friday that i could hardly speak when i saw her. i felt like i was an empty box and couldn’t move my body. weird, huh? i’m looking forward to starting on wellbutrin. we tried it about 6 years ago for a few days but had to stop because i wasn’t eating. since then i’ve gained about 60 pounds so who cares if i stop eating? i could use the weight loss. hehe
