huh,
21 Nov 2011 1 Comment
in christianity, faith, god, personal, relationship Tags: broken heart, relationship
i am rapidly declining… i thought i was doing well. but this weekend, i hit another bump. now i’m not sure what’s good for me. i guess i know what i need. i mean, i was starting to think i needed my ex-boyfriend if i can’t make it through this break up. but then i realized, man, if i can’t make it through this break-up, being with my ex-boyfriend isn’t going to be much help. so with or without him, with or without being inebriated, i’m gonna have to make this work. i’m it. me plus God. that’s all i got.
why oh why?
22 Oct 2011 1 Comment
in personal, relationship Tags: commitment, doubts, future, relationship
why do i do this? every now and then i think about where the relationship with my boyfriend is headed. it’s great now. but will it ever lead to a long term committed relationship? and what if it doesn’t? is that a reason for not being in the relationship now? why oh why do i do this to myself???
come what may
17 Sep 2011 1 Comment
in relationship Tags: break up, getting back together, relationship
for two and half weeks my boyfriend and I stuck to breaking up. then came the day before my trip home and he wanted to see me. God knows when you meet up with an ex-boyfriend what happens! so yes. back together for a month already. come what may, we are together for now.
dating not dating
15 Jan 2011 25 Comments
in new york, personal, relationship Tags: dating, relationship
yes. and no. i always find myself in situations where i’m in a relationship where i can’t tell everyone that i am dating! so yes i’m dating. and no i’m not dating! i guess the answer depends on who you are. it’s not just the answer that is confusing. i feel like i’m dating and also like i am not dating. it’s not morally wrong for us to date. it just would upset a lot of people that we are dating. so much energy goes into not dating publicly. it’s ridiculous. and yet, it is my life at the moment.
friends it is!
03 Dec 2010 1 Comment
in new york, personal, relationship Tags: friendship, relationship
person I am not dating and I are better friends than more than friends. dating is stressful. but friendship is fabulous! maybe there is a very good reason I am single!
