dreams dreams dreams

dreams are funny aren’t they?  i feel my dreams sometimes throws me into my subconsciousness, forcing me to encounter what i really don’t have desire or ability to in my consciousness.  and then when i wake up, i feel like i was re-living my life, at least some aspect of my life. 

so i was dreaming last night of course.  and i dreamt that an old boyfriend, actually an ex-boyfriend, the love of my life, was visiting me.  it’s not far from truth since after breaking up we really did have a reunion.  but in this dream i was able to tell him how much appreciated him all at the same time telling him i’m glad we broke up and that i am glad, so glad, that we didn’t get married.  i feel so empowered! 

it felt nice to be with the love of my life with whom i want nothing to do with.  i think just the friendship itself was so wonderful i wish i had something like it in my life now.  and i have that warm fuzzy feeling inside which i feel sometimes when i feel i have really connected with someone.

dreams dreams dreams

Author: bleuemoon

PhD Student in theology, pastor, chaplain...

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