life continues to be meaningless. and yet i continue to live. in times like these, i just have to keep myself busy hoping that the meaningless won’t take over my life.

i have to get a new consult for psycho-pharm.  it continues to be difficult to recover from the depression.

Author: bleuemoon

she/her/hers...pastor, chaplain, theologian...writing a dissertation on theology of traumatic affect...going for transparency here, but it's not easy...

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  1. Where once there was meaning, there is nothing. I live through each day thinking my life means squat and there’s no reason to exist. I’ve entertained the usual thoughts…attempted em too but I guess I’ll live on for the sake of it.

    When the reaper comes knocking, I will not hesitate to answer.

    As you can tell, I haven’t recovered from my depression. It’s taking so very long.

    Hang in there


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