i have just a hint of belief and faith that maybe there is value in what one chooses to do with one’s life.   maybe when bad times keep coming at you, you just keep fighting and one of these days, you’re just one foot ahead of the dark times.  something’s working.  i don’t know what it is, but i want to keep doing what’s working!

i want to stay off as much psych meds as possible.  i feel that maybe the meds have kept me from thinking clearly.  it’s truly a balancing act to stay mentally healthy and also to maintain clarity in one’s mind.