meaninglessness

life still seems meaningless. but the intensity of that feeling/thought has decreased. i talked to a doctor today who suggested that my chronic depression may not be so chronic. i’m not sure what she meant by that. i think she meant that i didn’t really want to die. it’s true that i am not actively wanting to kill myself. i’m just not sure that i want to live.

Author: bleuemoon

PhD Student in theology, pastor, chaplain...

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  1. Hi, I saw your blog from tag surfing. I have the same thoughts like you and just as depressed once in a while. What I can say is give yourself some time to heal, approach depression face to face, be strong and learn to appreciate yourself. I understand your feelings because I also felt misunderstood by others before. Smile, you’re not alone.

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