had/having a hard day today. woke up dizzy. couldn’t go exercise. just felt really irritable and pessimistic. i was getting all worked up too. i agreed to something that would take place at church. but i realized i don’t feel okay with how things are going to change when i do that. i’m feeling pretty yucky… why did i say yes when i was feeling no?

Author: bleuemoon

she/her/hers...pastor, chaplain, theologian...writing a dissertation on theology of traumatic affect...going for transparency here, but it's not easy...

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