things that make you go, hmmm

why do i think about things i don’t want to think about, not thinking about things i do want to think about? i do things i don’t want to be doing. instead, i do things i don’t want to do! if there ever were a split between the mind and the body, wow, my mind knows things i don’t want to do. but i keep finding myself doing things i don’t want to do! i’m losing the battle i think. instead of being really frustrated about what i’m doing, i just think, oh well. i really don’t want to go backwards. i want to move forward. and i know that the things i don’t want to do, things i don’t want to think about, are pushing me back, not moving me forward. oh my goodness! ok. i am frustrated. i’m setting myself up for failure! stop. stop. stop…

Author: bleuemoon

PhD Student in theology, pastor, chaplain...

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