what i have rather than what i don’t have is what i have to appreciate.  presently, i am making most of my solitude, singleness and freedom.  indulging my wishes, desires and impulses can’t be sustained, i know.  for now, however, i am living and moving onwards and upwards to wherever God leads me.  of course i wish i knew where i was headed what i will have and what i won’t get to have.  i don’t want to be disappointed.  but fear won’t hold me back either.  still, i am scared to be alone.  then i remember, while i feel alone, i’m not really alone in this world.  yes, my significant other and i are walking separate ways, but my true love hasn’t and won’t leave me.