what i have rather than what i don’t have is what i have to appreciate. presently, i am making most of my solitude, singleness and freedom. indulging my wishes, desires and impulses can’t be sustained, i know. for now, however, i am living and moving onwards and upwards to wherever God leads me. of course i wish i knew where i was headed what i will have and what i won’t get to have. i don’t want to be disappointed. but fear won’t hold me back either. still, i am scared to be alone. then i remember, while i feel alone, i’m not really alone in this world. yes, my significant other and i are walking separate ways, but my true love hasn’t and won’t leave me.
