Birthdays no longer feel as special as they used to feel. Nonetheless, having a day to remember that I have made it through another year is a true blessing. In the past year, I started my first job as a chaplain, took two courses at a local seminary, stayed healthy and stable. What more could I have done? I don’t know, I feel like the past year was pretty full and fulfilling. Thank you, God! Thank you, Jesus! I’m a happy and lucky camper. Also, I’m thankful to my boyfriend. We’re a good match even if we don’t know how the future will turn out. Thanks everyone for the support!
today marks six months since my boyfriend and i have been dating. where did the time go? i just thought i should make note of the occasion somewhere. 😛 we are more open about our relationship in some respects to close friends… a huge improvement i would say. our relationship is a work in progress. we’re learning from each other and teaching each other so that we can be there for one another better. i want to say i’m looking forward to another six months. but i think we’re better at taking one day at a time.
life continues to be meaningless. and yet i continue to live. in times like these, i just have to keep myself busy hoping that the meaningless won’t take over my life.
i have to get a new consult for psycho-pharm. it continues to be difficult to recover from the depression.