lost

i’m having a really hard time concentrating today.  i just kept flipping pages of the book i’m presenting for tuesday.  i guess there are good days and there are bad days of concentration.  i’m thinking of just calling it a day and resting for the rest of the night.

i have to do jury duty in may!  i was thinking of getting out of it somehow.  but i think i will do my civic duty and serve on a jury.  yup.  that’s what i decided.

i’ve been listening to music all day long.  i just felt like i couldn’t breathe without listening to music today.  i’m looking forward to going to sleep tonight.

itunes

i bought a bunch and i mean a bunch of albums and songs from itunes last night and this morning. i’ve adopted listening to music as a coping skill. last night i listened to music until 1 am until i feel asleep. then first thing in the morning i turned on music again. it’s working for me so far to keep thoughts about final exit away.